Good Morning World:
Yes, here I am at day #25. Only 15 days to go. Wow.
I just want to talk to you briefly about not quitting. I am speaking about not quitting as it pertains to any real, life-changing goal that you have set for your life. You know, I was awkened by the phone around 11pm last night. I had had a very long day and I fell asleep while sitting in my favorite chair. I hear the phone ringing (stopped ringing before I could answer it) and I immediately awakened. I was unable to go back to sleep until 3a.m. this morning. So, I found things to do to occupy my time as I was very restless, tired and HUNGRY. The hunger is what I want to talk about.
You all, I was so hungry until I felt as though mentally I could not go another day without food. My stomach came alive and let me know with no uncertainty that it was empty and ready to eat. Understandably so. I wrestled in my mind and body and felt like quitting. I thought about the fact that I had made it 24 days already, so I DESERVED to begin my progression into eating again.
But then commitment and the goal at hand kicked in. I began to think about the fact that 24 was NOT the goal. I had been led to fast forty (40) days. And 24 days would not accomplish that goal. I was so weakened physically by the challenge of hunger. But I began to gain strength when i thought of the POWER OF COMPLETION. I thought of the finish line being crossed. I thought about the fact that I only had 2 weeks left and 3 1/2 weeks behind me. I thought of the many challenges that I have faced and over come during these first few weeks. I thought of how close I was now to the finish line. I thought of the fact that I did not want TO DISSAPOINT THE MASTER POTTER BY QUITTING NOW. I thought of the fact that I’m still on the potter’s wheel and I cannot just jump off because of mere hunger. I’m still an incomplete vessel of clay. I thought of all who needed me to be strong. I thought about the fruit of the completion of the 40 days that I would reap. I thougt of how much this fast was making me a better person for my life’s work/purpose on all fronts. Needless to say, I GAINED THE POWER TO OVERCOME THE TEMPTATION AND I DID NOT EAT. Praise God.
And so I am telling you to set a goal that will change YOUR life. Mine is to complete this 40 day sacrifice. Yours may be something totally different. Make it realistic and in line with your true purpose. Pray and meditate over it. Write it down and put a real date of completion to it. Make a decision to understand that WHEN CHALLENGES COME (and they WILL) THAT YOU WILL STAY FOCUSED. Do as I did and talk to The Master Potter and to yourself. Find the important reasons for completing the assignment and let that add to your strength. ENCOURAGE YOURSELF. Completion of a thing is so important. It is time out for starting and stopping. There is no accomplishement or strength in that. Realize that someone other than yourself, needs to know that you have completed your assignment. It strengthens them to complete theirs.
Yes I am hungry, but still standing.
Much love to you,
Melody Sherra
